My school downfall

I've always been an A+ student my ENTIRE life and I've always been top of my class. This year I transferred to a new school, a new school that was supposed to be for students who were very smart. But like suddenly this year my mental health has been HORRIBLE. Like I knew at some point I would have a breakdown and get overwhelmed but I really wasn't expecting it to be this early. I'm not even like halfway done with the school year and I've already cried so many times about school. And these few months I've been in school my grades have been okay. But suddenly today I check my grades and one of my classes is an F+. And I know that it's my fault. That's the big thing. I'm kinda smart, but I have a huge procrastination problem. I'm also just very slow at doing things. I know this is my fault because I wasn't putting in more effort then I needed to. But I'm just so tired rn and I feel completely useless if I'm being honest. I don't feel smart anymore. I don't have the motivation to do anything anymore.

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anonymous School December 10, 2025 at 9:25 pm 4 0