Maybe if i can change one single thing in the past —even a tiny bit, a single word, a single move— maybe my life wouldn't be this shitty. I may be graduating next year, maybe I already have a job, maybe I improved in my hobbies, maybe I know another language. Every single night, I pray that something would change– that I can somehow cause a change. But it's all too late. I'm a disaster. I'm a disappointment. God, if only my life was a novel plot. I may end up happy in the end or dead. Either way, I want both of the end. But I want to be dead more. Can I just be dead without killing myself?
YOther May 26, 2021 at 8:21 am
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