I need motivation to start

Here I am again. I got so much to ramble about lmao dont mind me. I got one assignment done. Sacrificed hours I could've just slept and stay comfy, then slept the whole next day. I lost all motivation after getting 7 hours of sleep. Its ridiculous! I still have one more project to do. Its quite big, there's also this large document to be made about the project so that justs adds more work. I love paper work, but practical work? well not much. Im a CS student and yeah I think I picked the wrong major but i don't mind it much? I don't know. Anyways, this is supposed to be a group project but I had to take it all to myself because my group got "issues". Its a pretty bad friend group now that I think about it, and I genuinely think my luck ran out that I got to grouped with them. Im a judgemental bastard too, so I gladly dug my own grave with this project- if that makes sense lol. I got time till Sunday evening and I haven't even planned what to do. My whole grade depends on this project so its a huge responsibility, I'm not overwhelmed by any of that but the fact that I still haven't started working. I can pull this out if just skip sleeping for a few times, I can get plenty of rest after all this but Im so confused and displeased right now.

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anonymous School May 09, 2022 at 3:14 am 0 0