Crushes are Confusing

I have a crush on this one guy who used to be my friend. We were actually good friends and hung out a lot when I started developing a crush on him. Then one day he came up to me and asked me if I like him, and me, feeling all nervous because I think he will say that he actually likes me says yes and asks him if he likes me back. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA no, he says no. I asked him why did he bother asking in the first place if he didn't like me like that and he said this; "Well, you were kinda obvious about it, and I wanted to be sure." His GODDAMN REASON for thinking that I liked him was because I hung out a lot with him, was nice, and that's basically his reasons. Because I'm SORRY THAT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT IF I'M YOUR FUCKING FRIEND BEFORE I DEVELOPED A CRUSH ON YOU, ONCE I DEVELOP A CRUSH ON YOU, I CAN'T BE YOUR FRIEND AND I HAVE TO ACT LIKE A RUDE BITCH TO HIDE IT. After that little incident where he broke my heart (rejection sucks) he stopped hanging out with me and being my friend and started hanging out with the prettiest girl in class (who already has a boyfriend) which fucking hurt. Then, a few weeks later, he asks me if I still like him and I said "no" because I sure as hell don't want to get rejected again and he says "oh" and walks away and goes back to hanging out with the prettiest girl in class, but this time I noticed that he looks at me during class, and when I catch him looking at me, he looks away. This continued till the last week of school. Now its summer and I still don't know why he was looking at me. Did he like me and didn't want to admit it or no? I'm so confused

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Melody Crushes June 01, 2018 at 9:58 am 0 0