Pregnant by a Failure

I am pregnant by a bum. I regret everyday I ever spent with this sorry sack of dog shit. He has manipulated me, lied and took advantage of me. I can't believe that I ever thought this could have a happy ending. He found me in a vulnerable, lonely, desperate state of mind. I was the perfect target I imagine. I'm currently pregnant and hate every moment of it. My pregnancies never brought that unspeakable joy some describe. Yes I love my children but no I don't like being pregnant because I gain more weight like this shit Ain't enough, constipation, morning sickness, worry, embarrassment and not to mention the fathers are from the bottom of the dumpster. Liars that play on my emotions for free whatever they think they can get. I HATE this whole situation. I cry every night and pray for a miscarriage but it's not coming quick enough. Somehow I will come out better than how I went in. Please if anyone is reading this DO NOT GET PREGNANT BY A BLACK MAN.!!! Unless you want to struggle because most of them only know how to take from a woman and abuse them.

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anonymous Relationships April 27, 2019 at 11:27 pm 0 0