People who truly accept you for who you are shouldn’t continually try to change you. It doesn’t work that way. Anything forced is going to be shit. If you want to change it should be your choice. It’s hard not to be negative when literally everything falls apart and people do nothing but kick you when you’re down. I definitely know how that feels and I’m sorry have to put up with that kind of crap. People really can be cruel and for no discernible reason other than they feel like it. Don’t let other people’s opinions influence how you feel about yourself. It’ll just make you tear yourself apart when they don’t even care one iota. You don’t deserve to be treated that way. There is nothing wrong with being exactly who you are. I wouldn’t advise swearing off people entirely. Half the fun in life seems to be making memories with people. I’ve chosen a desolate existence but I wouldn’t want that for anyone else. It’s a hollow existence at the best of times. Keep searching for those rare gems who can see you and love you as you are, rather than giving up.

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anonymous 6 years ago