maybe

we met a few years ago you had a girlfriend at the time, i can tell you were happy just by seeing her and being with her. i knew my limits,i know that you have a girlfriend therefore there must be a line between our friendship. we would talk more than we're supposed to even during class hours, months passed you started to show who you really were, the fact that your girlfriend brought you so much harm, your parents and your mental health. me,a friend of course would help you get through maybe a few pats in the back or something.

a year after you told me how you felt about me it was more than being platonic, it was romantically. eventually you told me to avoid you for a while since you're having a "hard time" getting rid of your feelings while you still have a girlfriend.

too bad and too late, i started developing feelings as well. i went through denying and questioning, i was doing fine til you told me you succesfully eliminated your feelings for me, it's been a year since that happened, you guys broke up and silly me thinking we could maybe be together, no.

i knew about my feelings yet i was still denying them, i rarely see you now and i told myself "if i could see you twice or thrice this day, that means i have a chance" ..out of all the days i saw you alot that day. i talked to you again maybe hoping for something better, nothing.

you said nothing. although my feelings are still here MAYBE one day, you can appreciate me alittle more, not something romantically, but hopefully someone special in your life.

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kcca Crushes July 05, 2019 at 11:45 am 0 1