MY MOM FORCES ME TO WORK

I'm young and ive been doing all these online editing jobs for my mom. i am online class i have never met any of my classmates for the whole 3 years in my new schools. i never went to events because we lived 4 hours away and i dont have friends because ill never compare to somebody thats close to a person. My mom always made promises i'd go to this event and this for the past 2 years and every single one of them never happened, and I WORKED HOURS FOR THAT MONEY TO GET ME TO THOSE EVENTS TO MEET PEOPLE MY AGE, BUT SHE USED MOST OF THEM AND GIVE ME THE HALD ASSED "IM SORRY NEXT TIME WE'LL GO". HAVING money from working is good cause I finally got an amplifier for my guitar (which i WORKED FOR A YEAR. AND A YEAR OF THEIR PROMISES, BUT NEVER HAPPENED. THEY ONLY BOUGHT IT CUZ I BROKEDOWN DURING BREAKFAST. I DONT HAVE MY OWN BANK OR ONLINE BANK ALL MY MONEY GOES TO MY MOMS ACCOUNT AND SOMETIMES SHE DOESNT EVEN TELL ME THIS PERSON PAID AND WHEN I ASK SHE LIES ABOUT IT. I'VE PAID FOR THEIR SMALL DEBTS WITHIN MONTHS AND I HAD TO WAIT A YEAR AND 6 MONTHS FOR AN AMPIFLIER. NOW SHE THREATHENED ME THAT IF I DONT FINISH ALL THIS WORK FOR A CLIENT MY MONEY WILL NOT BE USED FOR MY PROM. AND IVE NEVER BEEN TO PROM AND GOING TO PROM WAS THE ONLY WAY I CAN MEET MY CLASSMATES FACES FOR ONCE. i also had a youtube channel and everyTIME THE MONEY ARRIVES NONE OF THEM GOES TO ME. NONE OF THEM. FOR MONTHS. THAT WAS AT LEAST 500 USD AND IN MY COUNTRY THATS A LOT OF MONEY. THE FIRST CHECK THEY WENT HOME AND BOUGHT ALL THESE THINGS BUT NEVER WHAT I ASKED FOR. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THERE WAS ALREADY MONEY. AND SOMETIMES SHE SENDS OR GIVES MY SIBLINGS MY MONEY NOT LETTING ME KNOW AND WHEN I FIND OUT SHE JUST SMILES AND DOES THAT SMALL LAUGH. IM SO PISSED OFF AND I DONT THINK I'LL EVER GET TO COLLEGE because of our finance situation OR EVEN ACHEIVE MY DREAM AS A MUSICIAN I DONT THINK I CAN TAKE IT ANYMORE.

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mjdnj Work March 15, 2024 at 3:35 am 0 0