I am wasting away my life on day dreams and imaginary scenarios. I have no real experiences and no fulfilling relationships. I wish i did. And to have people to relate to. I wish i could communicate with people. All i do is think to myself i never really speak anything important. If i could only understand people and why they do the things they do. Im not even at peace i am just so lonely. Everyday is the same disappointing day. Nothing is ever new. I fill my voids with materialistic things. I replace people with objects. I live off pure materialism, industrialism, and capitalism. I want to be spontaneous and impulsive. I just want to have fun with people and connect. Get out of this loop I’ve been in. Loneliness is the only thing i feel.
anonymousRelationships January 31, 2023 at 2:40 pm
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