fuckin boys

look, i like this guy. and he knows i like him. i decided to tell him that i did, even if he already knew from hearing stuff around.
it made me feel better. and i really want to get over him. but i cannot HELP but like him :(
i’m scared to go to school tomorrow because i told him on friday after school and we haven’t spoken or texted since.
“can we still be friends?” is one of the things he said to me. i’m pretty sure i was friendzoned..
i don’t know. it’s not like i like him any more, but it’s not like i like him any less.
i can honestly think about him and get ahead of myself.
i just want to hold his hand and have him smile at me and i want to eat across from him and have him help me with homework or something.
i don’t know.
what i do know is that i need to go into my two classes with him and just not let this affect us being friends.
better him to still be in my life as a friend than have him not in it at all :/

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bri Crushes March 25, 2019 at 1:56 am 0 0