Sadness

I feel so darn lost... And disappointed over the stupidest thing. I wanna cry, I want to die... I'm always playing strong and can't come out with my feelings... It sucks, and they will now get triggered over the stupidest shit. I'm angry that I'm not enough for anything out there, I am a great musician, but I can't live out my dream because I didn't come out as a child prodigy. I'm not thick, not hot enough to bb attract anything. I am constantly paranoid that my bf isn't really attracted to me because I have no boobs or ASS or hips, a straight up twig. I want to disappear. I am a usual optimist but I've been dying inside. I can't do the things I Enjoy enymore because I've lost all motivation, just like I'm losing it to live. I was so desperate to rant I came to this random website because I don't want to drop my issues on anyone's shoulders. I want to die.

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Mel Other September 03, 2019 at 1:51 am 0 0