FUCKING CBSE BOARDS

I fucking hate everything rn. thought tenth grade would've been better than whatever fucking shithole this is. TEN CLASSES OVER EIGHT HOURS SIX DAYS A WEEK. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME. and there's tests EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.
I've been doing absolutely shit on tests. I don't have the balls to tell my parents about any of them, but the fucking principal said he's gonna make a whole ass marksheet.
and we're gonna act like all of this crap doesn't determine my fucking future. if I fail this year, I fail life. I won't get into a good school for 11th and 12th grade, and I can't repeat year 10 bc my family's gonna have to live off rats or sum bc my dad's gonna retire in 4 years. education is fucking expensive. my dad won't get a pension. my mom doesn't work a paying job. might as well just find a sugar daddy at this point, at least that would stabilise my future better than a fucking degree.
I understand there's so many people out there who are genuinely suffering in much worse situations, but I just hate this sm. fml.

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anonymous School May 23, 2023 at 1:48 pm 0 0