I'm hurting inside. Everything hurts, it sucks. I wish there were someone to care about me, to care that I'm hurting, to care that I'm not okay, to care that I cry and breakdown at night after a day of fake smiles and laughs. I have to watch my friends care about each other, everyone but me. On the outside, there I am faking smiles, laughing at jokes when there's pain inside me, breaking me and I have to watch them care and look out for each other, leaving me behind, lonely, by myself. It hurts to be this way, and it hurts that they have what I crave and wish for, just like that.
I don't know you but honestly I don't have to, to actually care about how you feel. I'm sorry you are feeling the way you are. Maybe if you speak to your friends about how you are feeling they can help change it. I only speak from experience of a friend who felt similar to you but We were unaware until he spoke up and now we all work together to make sure he feels included in the fun and smiles that we share together. anonymous 7 years ago
I don't fake smile and laugh anymore. If they can't take my real emotions, then fuck 'em. They were a bunch of worthless cunts anyway. anonymous 7 years ago
How could you read my mind? This is all Ive ever wanted. I know how you're feeling, and I care. It hurts everyday and sometimes people don't understand. They need to stop thinking just about themselves and their boyfriends a d girlfriends, and social media, and pay attention to what actually matters other human emotions. I hate how blind people are. As long as they have their cellphones and lipgloss who cares about the unpopular scum? They dont have the cool clothes. They dont have money. They dont have friends. Nothing i can do about it. Well guess what populars you could do everything if you just stop and actually listen. Im sorry I got kind of off topic, but I care. I know how you feel an it sucks. Please respond, Id love to talk to you. Broken 7 years ago
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