idk

sigh

what do i even say? im only one in like a million kids who have to deal with parents that have divorced. i used to cry at late nights the first few months after the ordeal. obivously, life has gotten better since than, but i feel as though im relapsing or something. highschool seems to just be getting harder and harder, im beginning to feel disconnected from my hobbies and friends. for fucks sake, i havent chatted with my friends over social media in so long. ive gotten a cat recently, so that makes me feel better, but at nights like these, i cant help but feel fear. fear of growing up, fear of death, fear of the unknown, fear of loneliness, fear of confronting my dad. i havent texted him in like three months. im scared of what his reaction might be.

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