Problems

My family has always had issues lately my parents started yelling at me more then usual calling me worthless and stupid and other shit like that and ive tried multiple times to kill myself failing eachtime so i just started cutting ive been in therapy since i was 5 and that shit doesnt work i feel like shit everyday and i keep getting worse and worse people say once you have hit rockbottom you usually just give up completely but im worse then rockbottom but i just still walk around with a fake smile i want to open up but i can just never do it its hard for me to put my walls down even alone i can never tell anyone ´hey ive sliced my arm open because i want to die´ or ´hey i just took some pills and smoked a joint hopefully ill overdose´ and i know it wont bother anybody if i did die all of my aunts and uncles cut me off along with my sisters all my friends hang out with me because i can get them weed and alcohol yet they talk shit on me im done and i really am so done with this shit ive tried opening up and it completely backfired on me. (I posted this already a few weeks ago, Before I made a account)

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Kenzie Friends June 22, 2020 at 10:24 am 0 0