friends

omg, i'm so mad right now. my "friend" stopped being friends w me. well, not officially, but she kept spamming "you're annoying can we stop being friends" and in my school group she said "good i don't wanna be friends with (my name) anymore" "i mean what". we've been friends since 1st grade and i never knew this would come to it. she would always say "you're dumb" "omg stop being so scared/dramatic". and she would make fun of what i would play. "stop playing that dumb game, you're so boring now". i have a friend who is also friends w her, and we were like, the best trio ever. "gossip girls" was our name. but, whenever she called me, i never joined the call because that "friend" was in the call. i always felt judged around her; uncomfortable. I'm not sure if that's what friends are for. if she stops being friends w me tho, i won't have anyone to talk too. thats why i stayed w her for being friends. and now, i don't know anymore. EVERYONE loves her. EVERYONE thinks she's perfect. EVERYONE will side with her. i hope they learn the real her. the only person i thought i could trust is almost out of my life. when will someone special in my life actually show up? who am i gonna hang out w school, who will be the one to motivate me to go to school, who will be the one i can tell all of my secrets to?

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Kim Friends February 01, 2020 at 7:49 pm 0 0