i cant do this

bruh i have no motivation to do this anymore and i find english rlly easy, but rn its getting on my nerves and i know i can do better but i cant and idk whats stopping me. but half of me knows that its myself whos stopping me from being my best and i just cant be my best when my own teacher makes me feel overwhelmed, everyones expectations makes me feel overwhelmed, everyone and everything makes me wanna kms and its just a god damn assignment. and yes, i did get a zero and i do say it doesnt affect me while in all honestly im going to kms rn cause of a damn number. i cant do it anymore and idfc if ppl say "zeros dont matter" but peoples expectations and views on me do so i dont care. if i had to blame it on anyone it has to be myself and my teacher. she kept reminding us and i just cant anymore i cant hear her anymore, i cant do it anymore, i dont want to see her and i dont hate her, but i just hate when theres such a big reputation on this damn assignment like it'll hurt us- i just want to quit. i have no motivation and no fucking will to do any of this shit. im not at my full potential and i just want to end it all over a damn "0."

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anonymous School January 16, 2024 at 7:54 pm 0 0