Never trusting anybody

Today I thought that I could trust somebody and tell him my deep secreats and what problems I have with other coliguess but in the end I kinda find out that everybody is fucking same and you shouldent really trust people, I have gain major trust issues over the past years with all the things that close people and strangers have said and going throught my head now I realise that I should really watch out what I say infront of who no matter how close they are to me. Showing weakness and letting them exploit it, instead of doing the thing that I intended on doing like keeping it silent and just grinding on my own doing the things that need to be done no matter who loves me or hates me in the end and what other people think once again I put my guard down and let myself he stabbed. This is humanity for you I guess, hope to gain trust once again but it will probably never be fully gained. God help us all.

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A grey rock Relationships March 02, 2022 at 5:19 pm 0 0