I feel like a floating body with nothing inside my emotions are so drained and I feel like I have nothing to live for or look forward too anymore. I’ve cried so much to the point where I can’t breathe and now I can’t cry I have no more tears to cry anymore, I’m empty and all there is for me to do anymore is put a fake smile on and go on with my day, with no emotion in my words or face. There’s nothing for me.
CourtneyOther September 21, 2020 at 12:00 am
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Hey love. I totally relate right now. The world is dark. Darker then I thought it was. My level of self hatred is scary. And even if I do wanna die, I keep telling myself this can't be it. Life can't only have suffering to offer. Something good has to come, no way this is how it can be for the rest of my life. Youre so strong to stay. I deal with my issues alone too and I don't want to be this way anymore. Even if I hate getting out of bed I'm pushing myself. I want to get out of this awful town I live in, I wanna make sure the world really isn't this dark. I want to fight because I don't want my soulmate to be alone. You can do this. There are happy things, somewhere. Keep pushing to find your happiness, it's there. I promise:) Tay 6 years ago
This hit me in the feels. I relate to this so much. You got this my dude/chick. Just a day at a time. I agree this world does suck butts but things get bad before they get better. Hugs and high fives :/ Allen 6 years ago
The world needs you, you're the only you. anonymous 6 years ago
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