Mom

Fuck you for ruining me. Fuck you for telling me that I am the root of all your financial problems. I hate the fact that you were born with complete body parts yet you can't use your ears to listen to my problems and use your mouth to tell me I am a bad daughter for having my own problems. I hate you for forcing me to make decisions I didn't want to make throughout my whole childhood and now I don't know what I want. Why do always remind me that you care for me and yet you keep shouting at me for not maintaining grades that don't fit your standards? If this is what you call "tough love" I am not risking my mental health believing that you have to make my mental state worse just to show that you love and care for me. I am not selfish and I want to love myself as the way you did but with no mixed signals. Sadly I'm sensitive, no matter what I can't go a day without crying. You are a toxic emotional rollercoaster and I don't want to ride it with you throughout my teenage years and future adult life.

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Marie Home November 06, 2021 at 9:03 am 0 0