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I need help I don’t know what to do there’s nothing I feel like I can do. This man doesn’t even know me and he doesn’t like me and I love him so much and I know that sounds weird and obsessive and shit but I just love him so much and he’s like everything I’ve ever wanted even though I don’t really know him too well I just know that I’m gonna love him no matter what and I feel like there’s a connection between me and him, but he doesn’t even like me like that and he doesn’t even fucking know me, but I’ve been attached to this man for almost a year and I don’t know what the fuck to do because I am extremely obsessed with him and he’s one of the only things that make me happy and every time I see him I dead ass feel so happy I feel like the happiest person on earth and he makes me smile so much every day I look in the holes for him, hoping to see his beautiful ass face, but this bitch doesn’t even fucking give a fuck about me and he doesn’t even love me but I’ve done everything I’ve tried fixing my luxe fixing the way I act around him and doing multiple things to try and get his attention just for once and she can’t even look at me anymore and I’ve done the best I can I have tried even talking to him and going up to him in person, and he makes me the happiest human on earth without him. I feel like I’m unhappy and unstable, but when I see him on the most happiest person alive and I can’t stop thinking about him the way he looks just relapses in my head and I have multiple dreams about him multiple times than getting that I have a connection with him and I feel this bond between us and I don’t know what to do about it because he’s never gonna give me a chance and he’s never gonna like me and it’s put me into a depressive state even though I barely know him I’ve been crying trying to make myself look better trying to change the way I act all just for him because I feel like he’s the one and I tried so much. I’ve tried so hard to get this man to love me and I don’t know why he doesn’t. I don’t understand why I can’t just have a chance with him or even be friends with him. I’m so highly obsessed with him and he’s everything I could ever want if I could just have a chance from him I would be the happiest person ever and everything bad we just go away and I know that sounds extreme and obsessive, but it’s the truth. I just want him to be with me and I don’t know what to do. Why can’t people just like me or just be friends with me even or just even look at me he doesn’t even look at me anymore and I can’t understand why I’ve been trying so hard and I can’t do anything about it. I can’t control his feelings but I just wish you would love me or give me a chance I’d like some from last year and even though I don’t know him too much I still love him so much and he’s only person I ever want to be with in my life and he’s stopping me from wanting to go with other people like I can’t do it anymore for real every time I get with someone I can’t stop thinking about him and every time a song comes on the radio I instantly think about him no matter what song it is I just think about him instantly when I hear a song that sounds like him and it instantly becomes one of my favorite songs and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m highly obsessed with him. I’ve tried everything I can’t get over him. I blocked him even though I don’t talk to him. I’ve still blocked him and done everything I can try to avoid eye contact but it just keeps failing and I can’t stop thinking about him and I don’t know why I’ve been in it’s so cold for this man and I can’t do anything about it. I try controlling my feelings and not thinking about him but he’s the only person I will ever make me happy I feel like I can’t control how I feel and that’s the problem. I wish I didn’t have to feel this way for him but I do and I don’t know what to do because it hurts so bad knowing that he doesn’t like me and I said there’s nothing I can do I just need help. I need someone to help me because every time every day every morning every night I think about him and I thinking about him literally every day of my life and I get so happy to see him at school, and it just hurts so bad singing with other people talking to them, and acting himself when he doesn’t even know if the way around me because it doesn’t even know me and doesn’t even love me by love this man more than anything in the world, and I would do absolutely anything for him, or for his acceptance towards me, I just want to love me like I ever want. I feel like if I thought with him, then I’d be the happiest person on earth no doubt about it I feel like he’s only thing that makes me happy every time I look at him I fantasize and I so beautiful I can’t stop thinking about him. We’re talking about him is the only thing that’s ever on my mind and I can’t get anything done because of him because my mind is so deep in with him that I’ve almost memorized every facial feature that he has and I know that sounds extreme but I’m not lying. I’m telling the truth I just want him to be with me and that’s all I just want to be in a happy relationship with him, and I know that I get with him and stuff in it would be the happiest relationship I’ve ever had and it’s all I would ever ask for I could never ask for something better than a relationship with him that I want and that’s all I would ever want in my life I just have a chance with him because he seems like the most amazing person ever in even though we can be nice or sometimes, I still love him no matter what, and I don’t even know why I just do and it pains me that he doesn’t even wanna get to know me and I don’t know what to do I need help I need advice. I really don’t know how to get over this man someone help should I keep trying or should I just try my best to give up if I do that then I’ll be in a depressive state for a while possibly even forever and if I just try harder than I don’t know, he probably still won’t like me back, and I don’t know what to do. I really need help.

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anonymous Crushes March 17, 2023 at 4:49 pm 0 0