Leave me alone

I’m sick and tired of living like this. My dad’s been shouting and punching me for so little things, purposely trying to let the neighbors hear especially my classmates. My mother lives abroad and does not know that he treats me like this. I want to shout back at him and demand to let me live with my mother. But he doesnt want to let her know. I have an older brother with an illness but lets me do all the work and purposely leaves mess behind to tick me off, he also steals money from my dad.

I have no one to reach out to because i have a happy and cheerful image at school. No one will take me seriously. I have already experienced having bruises as big as my head on my thigh. And now i have one on the shoulder after he punched me last night after shouting at me and demanding me to clean up the mess my brother made. All i wanted to have was a little appreciation for the hard work i’ve done at school (i am at 14th place at the honor roll for my whole grade. We are about 800 students in my grade) and the help with house chores. I dont know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know why he hates me so much. I’m trying the best that i can but he doesn’t seem to notice that. And now sometimes i always think of planning my own death. I need help

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anonymous Home December 03, 2018 at 7:25 pm 0 1