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Okii so, idk how to explain this or how my attraction started—and I’m scared that if I explain with too much info, he would find this. Basically, I have a crush on my guy friend. We are both male (he’s a cis male and I’m ftm). He’s Muslim, and he knows I’m trans and part of the LGBT. He’s supportive and really respects me and sees me as a real boy.

When I used to send him the cat-kissing sticker (I send it to every friend btw), he wouldn’t send it back and would instead send his own random gif. But lately, when I ask for a kiss or send it, he does it back. And idk, I feel delusional because I get a bit flustered. Now I ask for kisses daily, and I feel horrible for having expectations or hopes for someone I know can never reciprocate.

Yesterday, I asked for a kiss and he said, “say no homo first,” and idk why, but I got a bit sad—even though I’m aware he isn’t obligated to kiss me or tend to my needs. Idkk, I just like him and I feel guilty for that. I just don't want to lose this friendship..

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Sou Crushes December 12, 2025 at 5:12 pm 1 0