I Miss You

I know you'll never see this. And I don't think we'll ever speak again. But I miss you so much. The hole you left in my heart won't seem to heal no matter what I do. I miss the reels you used to send, when you'd show me kittens and say "us". And I would laugh and agree because of course those kittens were totally us.

I miss hearing about your dreams. You'd come so far from when I first met you. You'd decided to pursue your happiness. And you'd actually found it. I was and am so proud of you.

I miss playing games with you. Hearing your voice while we messed around, while I purposefully failed just to make you laugh.

I miss you so, so much. And it hurts so much worse knowing I'm responsible for you hating me now. But no matter what I could never think poorly of you. Your life is going to be amazing. I only wish I could still be a part of it, however small.

Love ya, H. More than the monkeys.

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C Friends July 23, 2025 at 8:10 pm 1 0