fuck you man

how could you do this to me? like three years together and you end it over text while you were in africa, be so fucking for real. Like i don't understand why you didnt just wait and want to talk it out? what happened over there while you were gone? did you meet someone? Enjoyed the freedom that much? You said we grew apart but i dont get it, we were literally fine before you left so what happened? Of course we grew apart you were in africa for a month? How could you say I love you, kiss me, share a bed with me, wish me a happy monthly anniversary, call me babe just for you to not love me anymore? you're absolutely disgusting. I hate you I hate you I wish you cheated, I want something horrible to happen to me so you can care. I don't fucking know, why can't you suffer like I am. I'm talking to other people but everything just reminds me of you, im trying to fill a void of you by forcing myself to hurry up and move on but nothing matters. You were the only thing that mattered to me, you were my whole life, I went from a teenager to adulthood with you like what am I meant to do now? Some other girl is going to live what was meant to be my life? I dont want that, when did you grow tired of me? I miss you azi i miss you lots what happened to you? You never even had the balls to see me in person, I live in CONSTANT fear that I will see you one day just randomly and fear how I might react? Are you serious? Like you have mentally scarred me for life, im living in fear. I fucking hate you I hate what you have made me, I hate how everything I look at reminds me of you, fuck land cruisers bro fuck asahi beer fuck you all. I hate everything. You were a shit boyfriend I was unhappy for MONTHS. MONTHS but i kept it to myself and wrote it down instead cos nothing fucking mattered. I had you and thats all I needed. I'm sorry i depeneded on you and I was a bitch all the time. I wish I never met you azi I mean it, I'd rather be crying about how lonely I'd be then crying about your greasy ass. Fuck you forever . I wish we never met, I wish you never accidentally moved into my art class. I wish I never sat infront of you in that fucking class, I wish i didnt say yes I wish i didnt spend every weekend at yours, and come to every family event, I wish i didnt buy you everything you wanted and spend my money on your fuck ass 75 series, I wish i never got your stupid phone number I wish I didnt fall in love at 15 fuck you fuck you fuck you. I wish i didnt take that phone call I wish everything went away I want these memories gone I want you out of my memories nana was wrong loving someone can be a waste, and I wasted all three years on you, someone who started it over text and then ended it the same way. fuck you.

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fuck you azi hudson Relationships July 25, 2025 at 6:58 am 0 0