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I’ve felt like shit for years I don’t care anymore mani dont think its normal to be constantly on the verge of tearsbut I'm so tired of truing to force connection and talk And I hate how fucking lazy i am i just don't care anymore I've lost my attachmenr to everyone I think I'm genuinly faking it I have no clue Dk anymore I just tell people what they want to hear and appeal to what I thjnk is interesting to them and im tired of beinh the one to comfort. I am tjred of people using me as a fucking convenience. Nobody genuinly givrs a fuck and im tired wnd sick of this no its not fair to be constantly giving and giving and tryinh to make myself better and this bejnh the only form of opening up i have . I cant keep on craving pain as a distraction and i dont know if i need help or if i jisy cant be helped. I feel completely disgusting as a human being and my appearance.

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anonymous Home July 25, 2025 at 8:02 pm 2 0