mom

im so tired of living my life like this with my mom, no matter what i do im always criticised. every time i try to speak to her she turns it into an argument or ends up scolding me. im the eldest so when my other siblings were born my moms attention and comfort completely shifted to them, leaving me in the corner taking care of myself on my own. growing up teachers have always said that ive been vey mature and independent and i feel like those things come from me being set on my own, being forgotten. my mom is always so gentle to my younger siblings, she speaks to them in a way shes never spoken to me, she brushes their hair and gets them ready for school, she packs their lunch, she helps them with their schoolwork while im left on my own. i cant even ask my father as hes “too busy with work”, its just not fair. i hate feeling this sort of jealousy towards my siblings because i understand they need it but i need it too, i put in so much effort just to never get anything back. im sick of living like this.

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anonymous Home January 11, 2026 at 6:52 am 0 0