i'm annoyed. done. bye.

okay so get this i js got a full talk with my parents about me not being helpful around the house. Mind u I HAVEEEE been for years now. I admit I had a problem back then that I'd only clean when they were out of the house (which was almost everyday) but I kept the house CLEAN. like actually clean. the only thing i'd manage to forget once in a while was sweep the floor (my parents never taught me how to do it properly without yelling at me/getting mad so ive long forgotten how to + it never actually occurred to me that i needed to do that bcs, again, id forgotten they taught me how to do it properly) and they still got mad at me, still called me lazy, and told other people i dont know how to do household chores or how to help around the house. i do. and i found it very annoying that they kept saying that to me (and about me to others) despite the situation being otherwise. and theyre not entirely wrong that i dont know how, but that doesn't mean i still don't do my chores. i do. what i mean by 'theyre not wrong' is that they never taught me how to do these chores growing up. i actually had to search it up most of the time when i was learning how to do said chores or just use my common sense. when i first learned how to wash clothes? tiktok. when i first learned how to iron my clothes? tiktok. cook rice? tiktok. how to cook certain food? tiktok. and etc etc. the end note is im pissed that theyre mad at me for not knowing how to properly do the chores they never taught me how to do, and despite me trying my best to do it the way i learned it to, they keep on trashing on me for apparently not doing anything around the house. mind u this whole thing started because i was tired one night from school and just genuine mental exhaustion and my mom got mad at me for not washing the dishes (that her and my dad ate from) RIGHT AFTER i was done with washing the dishes.

im a teen. im busy. i get tired, mom.

not to mention their sexual neglect towards me all these years + my rs with my mom not being the best because most of my childhood was me being scared of her, wondering what mood she's in today, having to fake my good mood around her, having suicidal thoughts just to avoid getting into another argument with her. and genuinely just having to defend myself to her every time because she's so scared of her fucking shadow. I'M A GOOD KID.

i don't have a boyfriend, never have. i get good grades. i dont do drugs. i dont smoke/vape. im a virgin. i dont go out much. i dont ask for a lot. i'm a good kid.

the only problem she has with me is me watching porn (a product of my parents' sexual neglect) + pleasuring myself. ..as if that isn't normal.

she always tells me that she wasn't like that as a kid, but she needs to understand i'm not her, she's not me. we didn't grow up in the same household, we didn't have the same mindset, we didn't have the same environment.

i'm actually so fucking done. bye.

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darcie Home June 11, 2026 at 10:37 am 0 0