I had a thought of it multiple times and no one knows anything about it. I have imagined myself leaving my written blog open one day without any tracks of my social media on my phone as I passed away from sleep. I have imagined my future so blurry that I cannot see my self worth going there, working and living a life. I feel like it is impossible for me to reach 30s.
anonymousOther June 10, 2026 at 2:17 pm10
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After death, there is nothing to give life "meaning" other than the memories that you leave in those around you.
Living, you get to experience the phenomenon of consciousness. Of making choices. Of winning, of failing. Of feeling something.
Then there's the times when you feel so numb it makes you wonder if there is something beyond that suffering after death.
We can never know for sure, but I hope you get yourself out of that sinkhole soon before it consumes you.
anonymous 10 hours ago