Fuck

men r so fkn weird all the time im so sick of it they make me uncomfortable this one guy was like tryna groom me or sumn and i love weed but this time i was in one precarious aass situation like the kind my mom always warned me about and i let it happen and nothing bad happened but i just keep thinking to myself; whyd i let this happen? whyd i let this happen? whyd i let this happen? Nothihg bad even occured, but its the thought that something COULDVE that really got to me, like wow i was defenseless and no one hurt me. but now im like i should punish myself??? for not knowing better??? when how could i have known itd happen like this??? idk and now im booking flights for my trip and it js feels like a bad omen. idk i hate everything rn i just wsnt this feeling gone feelings dont dictate everything yk but its just sooo anal i feel weird and odd and i feel physical discomfort and pain

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anonymous Other June 11, 2026 at 8:21 am 0 1