i dont give a shit

can i be so fr with you rn brother. i do NOT give a fuck rn how bad your life is. oh no boohoo your ass got beaten and you're thinking of killing yourself and you have this unhealthy dependence on me because you're mentally ill. STOP USING ME AS YOUR THERAPIST. STOP USING ME AS A DUMPSTER TO THROW ALL YOUR TROUBLES IN AND EXPECT ME TO BE YOUR SAVIOUR. why do you act so miserable and apologise for fucking everything and for bothering me so much and then you bother me AGAIN when you know for a fact im dealing with my own shit???? tell me why i try and go to you abt smth im struggling with and then ten minutes later youre over hear crying whining abt some fucking shit thing you went through or yapping abt some nonesense issue that you made up because you think everyone is out to get you. have u ever thought that ur the problem and thats why you have no close friends? bc you make so many stupid ass self deprecating jokes and your trauma is all you can fucking talk abt and making it miserable to be around you bc everything has to be abt you and your misery bc you cant be fucking bothered to help yourself and always need to rely on other people. idgaf if thos makes me seem like a shit friend bc ive spent too much time having this """""friendship"""""" acting like its my responsibility to spend 5 hours a day preventing you from going insanw and killing yourself. i DONT CARE. I DONT FUCKING CARE ANYMORE. dont you dare come back to me act like i did smth wrong by not texting you back when you act so fucking pathetic and stupid and being like 'do you hate me now' BITCH. STFU OH MYGOS. at first i humoured u bc i feel like shit but now i know youre just tryong to make me feel bad and abusing how nice i am by monopolisong all of my fucking time. idc if ur doing it unconsciously. tkae responsibility of the shitty things you did without acting like im attacking you and immediately thinking of killing yourself (your biggest problem by the way). i beg you talk to me abt smth, ANYTHING that doesnt require me comfoeting yoi for 5 hours abt the SAME SHIT OVER AND OVER AGAIN OH MY GOD idc bro i DONT CAREE. ok fine ur life is bad. bitch im trying to make u feel better bc no matter what i say you're OKAG thats ur biggest fucking issue. YOU DONT LISTEN. YOU DONT FUCKING LISTEN TO ME. youre so used to being depressed and hatingeverything and everyone that having an alternate path is so foreign to you that you REFUSE TO LISTEN TO ME when im trying to comfort you. AND THEN WHEN I TRY AND DISTRACT YOU TO HELP WITH THE PAIN YOUD RATHER TALK ABT HOW MISERABLE YOU ARE. theres no fucking winning with you istg. be depressed for all i care but dont act like im ur saviour.

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anonymous Friends August 17, 2025 at 8:13 pm 0 0