Bittersweet depression
I'm alone in my bedroom it's 10 pm and my family's asleep and I'm just listening to music lonely god - Marlboro nights (tiktok version) and whenever I hear songs like tiramisu cake, ai dua em ve and Marlboro nights I feel so bittersweet cause it feels so calm but Ive been going through so much ever since I was young and realised I won't ever cure my depression because I love how painful yet sweet it is and I always want shitty things to happen to me so I immediately burst into tears I'm literally crying while writing this I don't wanna die but I also want to die so much more than I don't want toSuicidalfreak Other May 07, 2026 at 10:42 am 0 0
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