Im the younggest sibling. Im the younger sister with an older brother . I live in a filipino household. I actually hate living here. I wish I could just go somewhere escape this place. I know my mom loves me. But everything seems to be my fault. You know what I did to makee her proud. I went to a school that treats us like robots ( its a sciance school, Im a scholar). I dont even sleep that well anymore. I enrolled for violin lessons, piano lessons, and cultural activities. I'm talented, and I do well in School. Yet it's always me. I'm the one she treats as a burden on my family. And there's my brother's room as dirty as mine, he doesn't even care about school, he plays games all the time. And yet he's the one less blamed. He litters around the house, and yet my mom blames it on me, because I was the one who was supposed to be cleaning up. Why am I still trying to make her proud when she doesn't even care? My brother did one small thing right, and she praises him, and me almost nothing. I hate it so much I want to give up, I do. I want to leave. Go somewhere. I hope I can go somewhere for college away from home so I can go away from this mess. I hate it here. I guess that's why I study hard, so that someday I can leave this place. I would rather be somewhere away from here than be present at home.
someoneHome July 13, 2025 at 8:01 am00
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