Non Autistic people piss me off

You know I'm fucking autistic, you know I can't fucking understand your neurotypical bullshit. I fucking fixed the thing I did wrong, I said sorry. What more do you fucking want? I've bent over backwards to try make up for a misunderstanding, which, by the way, you NEVER TOLD ME YOUR EXPECTATIONS OF ME IN THIS SITUATION and you're still being a fucking bitch.

I'm so fucking steamed at this shit. All the fucking time. Every fucking neurotypical person in my life. And then you all act fucking shocked when I have a drug problem, and suicidal feelings. Reason I have both of these? Neurotypical bullshit that is impossible to put up with.

I'm a human, not a fucking mindreader! If you have expectations, you need to outline them clearly from the start. I can't fucking guess. My brain doesn't work like yours, never has, never will. Be more fucking understanding you fucks! I spend all my fucking life trying to understand you fucks, and you never once try to fucking understand me until you've got me in fucking tears because I'm trying to decide between just getting high, or taking a lethal overdose just to get away from this bullshit!

Fuck you.

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Rob Friends December 15, 2019 at 2:15 pm 1 2