People interaction

Dealing with people is not one of my strengths. I am being honest about it here. People interaction can severely stress me out. Sometimes the interaction is too much. In parties, I interact with many people in short bursts. Talking to a person for more than 30 minutes drives me insane. I would rather lock myself in a room, just read the news and study or code or listen to music or exercise or cook. I am glad that I do not drink. The last thing that I want is to do is speak my mind on some sort of truth serum. There is a lot of patience required to deal with people. Patience is key in dealing with people. My face is poker faced, but deep down I am screaming inside. I had trouble dealing with family today.
I am high functioning and mask my discomfort to my best ability. I like my blonde friend. I like being around her, but the interaction part is difficult.
I planing to join a speaking class to speak smoothly like the Prime Ministers. I like his way of talking. I stutter and pause when I speak because my thoughts to speech is slow. My hand eye coordination is bad too.
But no matter what, I will not buckle down and give up. I am not going say anything about my difficulties. I will try just like any other person standing next to me. I am worth it too.

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Seymour Butts Other January 31, 2026 at 10:35 pm 0 0