lol

IDK if I'm getting onto SSI or not even though apparently I should be institutionalized.

I do know I'm about to lose damn near everything I've got, fall into a ton of debt, and have no real source of income for creditors to garnish. I'm about to be so poor not even the Lochness Monster would ask me for tree fiddy.

u mad?

You people can't leave people who don't wanna talk to you alone in school.
You can't do it in work.
You constantly think you're doing something by telling people to do things they can't afford to do like be happy or go to therapy or even worse, follow their dreams *shudders*.

Well now I am using my once valuable skills to use and I'm looking to make about tree fiddy making MVP indie games. Isn't that cool?

I hope you wouldn't judge me since I'm putting forth actual effort. That'd be hypocritical. :( Remember, the ladies don't actually car about money. :( Something something poor people don't choose to be poor. :(

But I honestly haven't had this much weight off my shoulder in forever. I can sleep whenever I feel like it. Go for a quick walk. I don't have to talk to anyone even when I go outside. No one to report to.

I can "pursue my dreams", use my education, and still go absolutely nowhere and it doesn't matter. The fuck you gonna do? Complain about the debt. Should've maybe thought about how you treat people and this fucked up system.

I won't pay shit and won't even try to. Every game I make will be PWYW and rely on tips. I market it to show off my work, but I'm not buying ads or paying people to talk about it or anything. They play it? Cool. They don't? Cool. Not my loss.

I've been suicidal for a long ass time and this is basically suicide except I get to see the destruction I cause in real time. Shits cool. I'm glad I listened to everyone now. :)

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anonymous Other May 29, 2026 at 8:12 am 1 0