I’m fat and ugly

I’m sad right now. Last year I starved myself and only ate salads and healthy stuff when I did eat, biked everyday, walked a lot at my job as a Walmart janitor, and fell in love with a hot guy. Even before that, I was active at my job as a tractor supply receiver. I miss the forklift a lot and just lifting heavy shit all the time, it kept me fit. Now I work as a toddler teacher and don’t walk as much and I’m super stressed all the time & the thing with the guy didn’t go anywhere so I eat a lot more than I should. I look so bloated and inflamed and gained so much weight in just eight or nine months and my face is ugly from stress. It’s like the opposite of a glow. I have under eye circles and my face is fat as fuck and puffy. I miss being skinny and feeling beautiful. Even though I cleaned bathrooms at Walmart , I’m not even lying a lot of guys that worked there had a crush on me, like 8 of them & I would always get approached and I felt so whimsical and cute being skinny and hot. Nothing feels better than feeling confident and light and beautiful. I’m crying rn lol.

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zoo Body May 28, 2026 at 6:39 pm 1 0