Late night anxious thoughts

I'm on vacation supposedly and my sister and cousin are leaving early in the morning tomorrow and I'm freaking out cause I have a meeting with my teacher and afterwards I HAVE to do the reinstatement thing cause then the deadlines Tuesday and I wanna be sure it's done before it but GOD I get so terrified like what if my aunt and uncle don't get my cousins and sister to the airport on time for their flight? What if it's too late to so the reinstatement? What if they don't pay me for this semester? What if they don't let me back in? What would I tell my folks and how much longer will I keep them waiting to retire? Why can't they tell me about my advisor or ANYTHING SINCE SHE QUIT?! I know tomorrow will be my hardest day this week but still I just wanna relax but I just can't rbakdhaldhaodh my cousin called me out on being a people pleaser and I can't help it it's not my fault I got stuck with the definition of a people pleasure a.k.a my mother and father because they're the eldest and do in fact care what people think of them I don't know how people just don't care what people think and just also why did HALF of the country think it was a better idea to vote for the horrible peace of shit criminal in that white house than the VERY QUALIFIED black woman? Like woman are the reason we all are born why can't we just use that for basic human fucking rights?! UUUUUUUGGGGHHHHH F DMSBALDJMAVDKAGDLAGS

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anonymous Other July 14, 2025 at 1:03 am 0 0