Is this normal

Two years ago my dad choked my out and my teacher called CPS and my mom daid said she was gonna divorce him. Fast forward to now my mom is getting back together with him and hes moving back into our house and she knows he makes me scared and uncomfortable. For years now ive been like an outsider in ny own home and now its like im in a sitcon when im the butt of the joke. She just wants me to get over it and forgive him but i get naseous even thinking about seeing him. She always says that thing adults say "i am the adult and you are the child" and then gets mad when i cnt open up to her about anything. I feel like im going insane my friends act like im being dramatic or just brush over it and the tecaher who called CPS he wont even talk to me anymore and i really trusted him nd it just feels like the world is shitting in my face. Im almost sixteen i dont have a fucking job i know as soon as im 18 im on my own and im scared. I dont kniw what to do and honestly id ont see the point in living anymore not like im suicidal but like there no point to anything anymore. Nobody cares about me in the way i really need and now im ranting on a website to strangers.

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Mackenzie Home January 01, 2026 at 9:18 pm 0 0