idk... i'm just pissed

I need to vent before i actually lose my mind. (long rant ahead!!)

so my aunt decided that my two cousin are going to share a room with me because their room is being renovated. i am literally so annoyed, angry, and tbh exhausted thinking about it. am i being unreasonable, or am i totally justified for being pissed of? because i've been living alone in my own room for so long, and i need my personal space to function. first of all, their room was already a total disaster zone. sure, it was "fine" by their standards, but to me? absolute mess. i am a very clean person when it comes to my personal belongings. everything has its place, organized, and i literally clean and sweep every morning before going to school. i am so meticulous about it not just because i like clean and aesthetic, but because i actually have asthma. having a clean room isn't just a preference for me; it's literally a health requirement so i can breath properly! and now i'm supposed to just open my door and share my sanctuary with two people who don't even know how to clean up after themselves? they just leave their stuffs everywhere, they have zero sense of organization, and they don't care about keeping a space tidy. i already know what's going to happen: my clean room is going to be ruined in less than 24hrs, dust and clutter are going to trigger my asthma, and i'm going to end up playing the maid in my own room. i am just so used to having my own peaceful, quiet space where i can decompress after school without having to worry about other people's mess and noise. pushing two messy kids into my room without even considering how i feel or how it affects my health is making me fume. i hate this situation so much. they're being so insensitive again

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