I tried

I tried to leave and was fully committed, but we're gonna keep going so fuck it.

I'm glad that people who make a huge deal about slavery act like there are problems with native american treaties that aren't caused by their ancestors. One of my favorite rebuttals is that people claim we stole each other's land. Sure, that may be true, but ultimately it is the american colonizers who decided who owned the parcels of land they made deals on. Sometimes it wasn't even related to us stealing land. For example, they manipulated the Iroquois Nation's tribal council to get better a deal on land than they likely would have gotten otherwise. During the Pine Ridge massacre they helped the tribal council quell protesters. Nowadays, there's a lot of BIA approved corruption. All because the USA and its current actions. You are part of the problem.

I've even seen dumbass liberals pretend that mexicans weren't being violently deported before all this, and were finally on terms with black people. In fact, you can hear it in Springsteen's song "Streets of Minneapolis" where he awkwardly works in black people in a subject on deportation. You liberals really can't get past black people at all, even when an event largely has nothing to do with them. Yet you expect us to sit quietly and accept your bullshit? Fuck that. That's the same sort of bullshit the AIM has been fighting against since Trudell took Alcatraz. You focus on slavery because you can then deny reparations and it'd be a slippery slope from there even if circumstances are different. Fucking stole four fucking states from Mexico, had Operation Wetback, and liberals wanted to pretend this shit was new or relegated strictly to black people until just now.

I would touch grass and maintain a job, but as Russell Means said back in 1989: the school system was waging psychological warfare against natives. My TR-PTSD is a result of that psychological warfare. I've got social workers, LMSWs, LPCs, and GPs who'd back me up. Even if they wouldn't use the strong wording, they've identified that's largely where the trauma comes from.

Oh and I'd love to touch grass, but I can only work 20 hours a week or make $1,500 a month if I want SSDI according to experts I've consulted. I can't maintain a job because you dumbfucks who think therapy is a solution for everything can't respect boundaries. Even now, you expect me to shut up and leave but simultaneously want to run your moouths when I'd be unable to defend myself. Fuck that. I'm fucked up because you people don't practice what you preach or give nearly as much of a fuck as you should. As a result, I'm essentially homeless and a burden on my family. A family that doesn't really want me dead as much as you feminists who supposedly care about minorities, but what do they matter right? They aren't humans either, they're savages. Like we always have been and always will be.

The funniest part though is somehow I come across as arrogant when I generally admit I'm not shit. I'd be capable if I could extend my right arm more and deal with your bullshit, but I can't because I need to set boundaries that you respect as much your ancestors did treaties and borders: not at all. You bring this shit on yourself and due to SSDI requirements I've got all the time in the world.

Even if I end up working for myself I'll need to keep it under those guidelines. You can thank the government that represents you that you have absolutely no control over because you'd rather virtue signal than vote, practice what you preach, or do anything of value.

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Virginia Woolf Other February 26, 2026 at 1:22 pm 0 0