I HATE RESEARCH

I said this once and I'll say it again over a huge megaphone. I ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY HATE FUCKING RESEARCH! In grade 10, it was fine. Our issue was inside the goddam school. In grade 11, it was fine too but this bitchy ass motherfucker who's my research groupmate has the shittiest attitude as hell! I thought she was this really nice, really cool person who can lead a fucking group, but she's a fucking FRAUD! She's not even my research leader but she acts like one! Bossing us around, arguing with our REAL research leader on what to fucking do, then shifting the topic to blame me! Me, who is actually a silent warrior in the background helping our ACTUAL research leader with the RRLs, RRSs, and Methodology. And this bitch did not a fucking thing and blames me for "not helping" because I'm too quiet in the damn GC!? The fucking audacity! The research incidents just got worse in grade fucking 12! I'm blaming a lot of people for this and it's goddam reasonable! First of all, I consistently try to offer my help with my current research leader but he pushes all of us away and says he will take care of our topic approval. He doesn't even get it checked because he says that our shit is good. 2-3 months in, we already made our fucking chapter 1, 2, and 3, sir says our shit ain't good and we're all paying for it. We're rushing everything now and it's breaking all of us. Our research teacher is yelling at us and our research leader is blaming us for it when clearly he's the one who fucking refused help on the first place! And that's not all, my anger is not just towards him. In fact, he's only the 50% of it. 10% of it is towards all my other groupmates. Yes, they help gather rrls and rrs but that's about it. When we had to think of a new research topic or when our teacher asked us about parts of our research, they were all looking at the ceiling like the answer was fucking there and stayed silent, me and the research leader had to do it ourselves because nobody had an active brain to remember something or even think of a new title! If someone asks, they just look at the person. LIKE WHAT THE SHIT!? Yes, I was silent back in grade 11, but I helped! I conjured up ideas, made suggestions, all thrown away because of this bossy bitch motherfucker who won't shut up and die like a goddam cockroach because her ideas are "better than mine" and she can make time to hang out in a cafe with her friends while practicing the goddam research defense. WTF! Not only that, they left me for dead after our topic approval was signed by our teacher! Since they all bailed out in the afternoon, I couldn't get their signatures and yelled at me via chat to forge it! For weeks, they were persistent on forging it. Which by the way, is against the law! Yes, I looked it up! Forgery in the Philippines is a criminal offense according to Republic Act No. 9105 and Revised Penal Code (RPC) Articles 171 and 172. For fucks sake, our research leader wants to be a fucking priest! And they were all chill about it while I bawled my eyes out and begged for my knees to accept it! For the final 40%, I thank my research teacher for that. You sir are the most idiotic teacher I've known who says "has a lot of experience for teaching 2 schools before ours". Sir, if you have experience, why the fuck are we the only strand who hasn't done proposal defense? Why the fuck couldn't you force us to finish the goddam topic approval in a month? Why the fuck are you talking to your students like we're all gay? You sir are not organized. Even the other 2 sections who are in our strand are fucking done with proposal! Worst of all, you had us redo all our work once our topic approval is approved!? I wish you well in hell!

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anonymous School December 10, 2025 at 6:16 am 2 1