i feel horrible

MY HEAD FUCKING HURTS.
I DONT WANNA FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE

please someone help me
save me
i beg of you
please please please please

i feel so goddamn useless i cant do a single thing at all ever
i try doing work, then i faint
heck i can barely write this rant

the screen is blurry
my head hurts
everything hurts

i cant bring myself to end it, though
im a coward
everyone and everything have been too kind to a selfish brat like me

i know i have some kind of dissociative disorder. my psychiatrist said so
theres this guy in my head
i hate him
but hes me
its like hes another part of me
or maybe im just insane

is there even a point to writing this?
im not sure
but
i want to have hope
i want to dream
i dont want to live like this
always tired, depressed, angry, numb
as ennui envelops me

i called out for help as loud as i could
but when i turned around
i realized there was no one here but myself

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anonymous Body April 04, 2026 at 1:05 pm 1 0