I don't like looking at myself

I couldn't say I'm all that insecure, like any person I dislike aspects of myself but my wouldn't say I'm really too ugly. I think I look average enough. I just don't like looking at myself though, I don't like knowing there's images and videos of me out there in the world. It's ironic too because I've painted portraits of myself a lot. Well the point is once again I don't like seeing myself. It feels wrong to look in the mirror at myself. Sometimes it even gets to the point where it doesn't feel like me. I know one of my friends has images of me and it makes me uncomfortable, I know my family post photos of me and it makes me feel uncomfortable. Heck even when I had to take school photos I would be so friggin uncomfortable knowing those photos existed. I don't like having a TV in my room because I can see my face too clearly. Again I don't think the issue is actually how I look because I feel like I look average enough!

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anonymous Other March 10, 2026 at 12:16 am 0 0