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I can't with this anymore

I can't with this anymore

I want to die but I can't. Maybe it's just me, but I think society has drilled into our brains that we can't just leave the world when we want, that it's careless, stupid, and selfish. And those are the same reasons that are keeping me alive today. I am not afraid to die but I am scared that I'll go to hell if I kill myself. I wouldn't say I'm mega religious but I know that there is definitely a greater force looking over me. I feel it. So even if I OD or put myself in a fatal situation, I feel like I might go to hell. Not that I'm a saint anyway. But I really don’t want to live life; I won't amount to much, and that little that I will amount to, I would have to work my ass off day and night, nonstop, for it. I'm so tired of waking up everyday amd having to work every day just to make it in life.
anonymous Other April 11, 2026 at 7:30 pm 0
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Honestly, I'm ready to myself. My only solution for income isn't gonna be enough to do anything anytime soon and it doesn't matter how hard I work. Shit, I've got the biggest storefront in my industry trying to obstruct me from getting onto their marketplace by claiming I'm lying about my company's status with the IRS - I've got documentation that they're wrong. Their shit throws so many flags at me that it wouldn't be reasonable by anyone's standards.

I damn near died again recently anyway.

Honestly, I barely even care anymore. I'm ready for the journey Gitchie Manitou will give me. Probably way less people and annoying feminists along that path than this Hell anyway.
anonymous 5 hours ago
^ Shits so annoying I could be sent to a place like The Darkening Land in "The Removed" by Brandon Hobson and it'd be better than where I am or will be anytime soon. Edgar, the druggie, ended up getting saved by his ancestors and redirected onto the path that we're all forced to walk in the afterlife according to my religion anyway.

People really trying to start shit with someone who had to get emergency surgery because of the abuse he put his body through. That's a fight worth waging and definitely one you'll win on a PR front.
anonymous 5 hours ago
^ In fact, I've now made a complaint with my state AG who's very pro consumer and loves to make corporations miserable. More importantly, when it all goes down people can't be confused like they love to be. That's the only reason I keep using this site. All the info out there means they can't be confused. They can disagree or try to hand wave it off however they want, but they can't be confused.
anonymous 4 hours ago
^ and the cool part of my religion is that's said when you die and you complete your journey you get time with the creator. That's why they burn stuff in a great fire for a week after your death. So that you have it with you for that meeting and it's a super chill time between you and the creator/great mystery.

I don't think the point is to rant, but if I make it through that journey you can bet your ass I'd be ranting left and right. Hope to god there is an afterlife. I can't fucking wait.
anonymous 4 hours ago
Fuck you, asshole!
anonymous 4 hours ago
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