i dont even know what to do about it anymore. i have friends, i have a girlfriend, but im still so so lonely. i spend most of my time alone in my room waiting for someone to text me. waiting for someone to respond to me. the feeling is nauseating, i just dont understand why i feel like this. i feel like no one wants me around. i feel like its only a matter of time until everyone cuts me out of their lives. i spend my time scrolling on social media watching everyone i grew up with having fun while i rot in my room. i wonder if they even know. if they even think about me anymore. i want to be known deeply. but no matter who i form relationships with there is always some disconnection. im always an afterthought. i cant do it anymore.
anonymousFriends July 23, 2023 at 1:51 am00
Have you considered that you're putting yourself in that corner and speaking negativity into your life. Likely being on social media a lot gives you fomo when all you have to do is go do things yourself not watch others online and wonder. anonymous 3 hours ago
Video games, going to the gym, and maybe go hiking. If you have a hobby, look up on facebook and see if there's any meet up that you can get together with people and connect. Don't sit and ponder. Get up and do something. Granny Fucker 2 hours ago
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