hate everyone

People just condenes me into this shallow unfeeling lazy immature irrational person and it boils my guts you have no idea about how i feel on a daily and I don't think anyone cares enough to check on me or give a fuck I'm so tired of people hivinh no ficks I'm tired or everything collapsing around me I'm tired of getting yelled at everyt8ne I can't even breathe ik so tired I'm a failure I don't give a fuck no more nobody questioned when I shut myself out nobody questioned when I cut off people who I valued the most and stopped telling people any any shit I stopped talking to people I didn't go out I stayed in my bed and Rot and then Further got yelled at for totting and still I don't say anything back e
because that's how exhausted i am. everyone's trying to force me to eat when ur the ones who called me a fucjing fat pig I am sick to death of feeling lonely my relationship with food and constantly hating yourself so much avoiding eye contact with anyone even your fuckinh friends because your ashamed of your own face and avoiding conversation feeling constantly inadequate despite trying your hardest to please others .
I've stayed clwan for 6 months now and every single day feels like a different type of punishment

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anonymous Other February 16, 2026 at 6:26 pm 1 0