The entire time we’re in a relationship i felt i did everything wrong and she was repulsed by me, she’s the one who asked me out btw. I barely have a dime to my name but i always made sure i pay for everything she wanted when we’re together, she lives 2 hours away and i always had to be the one to pick her up, why? because she didn’t have a car. i have a run down crappy jeep that breaks down every fucking other week cause it’s all i can fucking afford. but i still did it cause this fat 300 hundred pound hippo bitch coincidentally forgot to tell me she had a car the entire time and just didn’t want to pay her own gas. she’s always complaining that i never want to do anything with her to my friends behind my back. first of all anything i suggest we could do she says she doesn’t want to do it or just fucking cancels last minute almost every time just right before i get to her house and told i can’t come over, making up some excuse cause she’s a cunt, that happen way to often for that to be ok. i spent 600 dollars on concert tickets and the day after im told by my best friend she texted him complaining i never take her anywhere.. guess that didn’t count as a date. why the fuck is she even texting him, she never talks to me when she has a problem with our relationship and reassures me i’m being a perfect boyfriend, she’s said that to me “no babe your doing a perfect job, i couldn’t ask for a better man” , she has never wanted to stay the night or let me stay over at her place, and it took like 2 weeks before I was even allowed to kiss her and she fucking gasped the first time I kissed her too and it’s not like i just leaned in and did it without warning, i dropped her off after a date that i apparently never take her on and asked for permission if i can kiss her, she looked horrified after i asked that question but still said yes, so i kissed her and nothing. just a little fuckin peck was it and i was fine with it, she’s never really been affectionate with me and made me feel like i’m the repulsive one even though she’s actually over 300 pounds has 4 chins and her hands looks like when you blow up a rubber glove and tie it as a balloon. Then weeks later after more an more dates i feel like ok maybe we don’t have anymore problems, we’re kissing, touchin never gave me that horrified look before our first kiss that will forever be engraved in my head an haunt me anymore. so im finally feeling good about the relationship, months go by and had her as a plus one at a cousins wedding, im finally feeling like im not a bad repulsive boyfriend. another couple months later so it’s about six months in a relationshipshe finally spends the night over, awesome sauce right. way to fuckin long in a normal relationship. a month later she gets her own apartment without telling me, has my best friend move in all her stuff, which I am 100% sure they fucked in and I’m just suppose to be fine that she asked another man into her apartment alone and i wasn’t even allowed to know that she was even moving in the first place. oh but if i ask a question about that then I’m an asshole and a bad boyfriend if i question that. i should have dumped her over that but i didn’t because for some stupid fucking reason loved her
and on my birthday, she dumped me on the phone and hasn’t talked to me since and not even two weeks later her and my ex best friend are now “dating” so i’ve basically just been a cuck paying for her shit while she’s been fucking everyone who isn’t me and now im severely depressed and nothing i like makes me happy anymore and now i have no girlfriend and no friends. ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY who does that. what did i do to deserve this. anytime i have asked if there was a problem with anything im doing to tell me and every time she tells me im doing a good job. did i somehow piss her off before dating her and this whole relationship was just a joke to humiliate me. this was also my first relationship. anyone reading this please type in the comments that she’s a cunt an maybe i’ll fuckin genuinely smile for once.
JRelationships August 07, 2026 at 9:12 pm11
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