I'm so tired. Tired growing up like this. Tired being a girl who don't even have any plan in life. Tired being burden to anyone. Tired being insecurity. I'm so tired that I want to sleep forever praying that I won't wake up anymore. I'm so tired to feel this pain even I don't want to feel it. I'm so tired that I can't even help my self out to cry that I don't have one to say my true feelings about. I'm so tired that I don't even know what to do in my life anymore. I'm entering college soon but I still don't know what to do. I always feels that I'm so different to other people who has same age as me. There so confident about their self, but I'm so insecure about my self. I badly want to become like them, but I can't do it. I wish I'll disappear soon so I can feel pain anymore. I hate this problems and stress. I don't want live anymore. Please god let me follow your light. Let me leave this cruel world you create. Let me have happiness just this time. Please...
AOther March 19, 2026 at 12:20 pm00
Who cares? First two years you take gen eds anyway. You don’t necessarily know what the plan is for you. Just go with it.
Life will probably end up forcing you where you’re supposed to be anyway. I know my body is too broken down for the only work local companies will hire me for despite all my skills. So now I work for myself. Fuck them.
If you’re atheist be Nietzsche’s ubermensch and carve out your own path.
If you’re not, then I guess fate will probably end up guiding you anyway. anonymous 17 minutes ago
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Life will probably end up forcing you where you’re supposed to be anyway. I know my body is too broken down for the only work local companies will hire me for despite all my skills. So now I work for myself. Fuck them.
If you’re atheist be Nietzsche’s ubermensch and carve out your own path.
If you’re not, then I guess fate will probably end up guiding you anyway.
anonymous 17 minutes ago