I HATE MY WORK COLLEAGUES

SO I STARTED WORKING IN A SUPPLIER COMPANY IN MY HOMETOWN, TO GET SOME EXPERIENCE YK. ITS BEEN A MONTH SINCE I STARTED WORKING AND I CAN SAY WITH FULL SURITY THAT I WONT BE WORKING HERE FOR LONG, LIKE NOT EVEN A YEAR. I HAD DONE SOME INTERNSHIPS BEFORE AND PEOPLE THERE WERE SO NICE AS PROFESSIONALS, BUT THE PLACE I'M CURRENTLY WORKING FOR HAVE NONE OF THOSE PEOPLE. I ALSO DON'T WANT TO GET TOO MUCH INVOLVED WITH THEM TO THE PERSONAL LEVEL, ALL I ASK IS FOR TO BE COOPERATIVE WHEN I ASK FOR SOMETHING REGARDING WORK.
SO THERE ARE MOSTLY BOYS AND TWO WOMEN APART FROM ME. THE FIRST DAY MY SUPERVISIOR INTRODUCED ME TO EVERYONE ONE BY ONE. I WAS QUITE THRILLED BECAUSE IT WAS MY FIRST REAL JOB YK 9-5. BEFORE I USED TO DO SOME FREELANCING HERE AND THERE. BUT IT DIDN'T TAKE TOO MUCH TIME FOR MY THRILL TO GET CHRUSHED. I'M A BIG GIRL'S GIRL, BUT TO THE NICE ONE ONLY. SO I WAS REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE ACCQUINTED WITH THE LADIES. THEY BOTH ARE SEPRATE OFIICE AND WORK IN DIFF. DEPARTMENT. LETS CALL THEM SAM AND LILLY, SO IN THE SECOND DAY SAM CAME INTO OUR ROOM (ME AND MY SUPERVISOR) AND I SMILED AT HER AND WHAT SHE DID, SHE IGNORED AND DIDN'T EVEN GLANCED AT ME LIIKE I WAS SOME PROBLEM SHE DIDN'T WANNA FACE. THAT WENT ON FOR LIKE A WEEK TWO OR THREE AND LATER WHEN I FOUND WE SHARE THE SAME LAST NAME I ASKED HER AND SINCE THEN WE'RE IN QUITE GOOD TERMS. SHE SOMETIME SMILES AT ME BUT SHE DOES SOUND ANNOYING WHEN I TRY TO START CONVERSATION. BUT SAM AND LILY ARE CLOSE. MINE AND LILY OFFICE ARE IN SAME BUILDING BUT SAM'S IS IN ANOTHER BUT IS NEAR. DURIND FIRST WEEK OR SO WHEN MY SUPERVISOR WOULD SEND ME TO SAM OFFICE, LILY WOULD ALSO BE THERE AND I WOULD GO THERE TELL SAM FOR THE REQUEST MY BOSS TOLD ME AND LILY WOULD START HAVING CONVERSTION WITH SAM BOUT THEMSELVES, TOTALLY IGNORING MY PRESENCE LIKE I WAS NEVER THERE TO BEGIN WITH.
NOW ITS THE BITCHE TURN AKA LILY, IN MY FIRST DAY I WENT TO HER ROOM TO MAKE BE FRIENDLY AND TO TALK SOMETHING. ONE THING ABOUT ME I'M NOT VERY CONFIDENT WITH MEN ,IF THERE IS WOMEN I WOULD GO TALK TO THEM. LILY ANSWERS MY QUESTION AND THATS IT, SHE WENT SILENT AND I FELL SO AKWARD THAT I WAS THE ONLY ONE INITATING THE CONVERATION SO I LEFT. I IGNORED LILY THAT DAY THINKING SHE'S NOT MUCH OF A TALKER.
NEXT DAY, I WAS SITTING SIDE BY SIDE WITH MY SUPERVISOR, HE WAS TEACHING ME THE ROPES OF WORK BUT LILY CAM SIMLING NOT TO ME BUT MY SUP.(LETS CALL HIM SUP) AND LOOKED AT ME AND SAID "I WANT THE SEAT". I WAS SO DUMBFOUNDED THAT I JUST SAID "OH" AND STAND UP. I FELT SP HUMILIATING IDK WHY. AFTER SOME DAY I FOUND OUT SHE WAS PREGNANT, SO I LET THE SIT INCIDENT LET GO. AFTER THEN SHE NEVER TALKED TO ME DIRECTLY NEVER WHEN THE VERY MOMENT SHE WOULD BE SO FRIENDLY TO OTHERS AROUND ME. BUT THERE WERE SOME MOMENTS WHEN SHE WOULD COME SMILING OUT OF HER ROOM AT STARE AT ME AND I WOULD SIMLE BACK. MIND YOU I'M STILL TRYING TO MAKE CONVERSATION WITH HER AND IT ALWAYS ENDED AKWARDLY. AND AT LAST FROM TODAY I'M STOPPING PLAYING NICE TO HER AND ANYONE ELSE IN THIS SHITTY PLACE, CAUSE I SAW WHO SHE REALLY IS AT LEAST TO ME. I HAD BUSINESS WITH LILY ASSISTANT BUT HE WAS OUT, SO I ASKED HER IF SHE KNEW WHERE THE SAID FILE WAS AND SHE TOLD ME SHE DIDN'T, THEN I CALLED HER ASSIS. AND HE TOLD ME ITS IN THE CABINETS. MIND YOU THERE WERE 100S OF FILES AND HE TOLD ME IN A SLIM FILE, SO STARTED LOOKING FOR THEM AND I COULDN'T FIND THEM. AND THERE WAS MARKETING BROTHER TOO WITH US IN THERE AND I KEEP SEARCHING CAUSE I'VE NEVER SEEN THAT FILE SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. AND SHE HAVE THE AUDACITY TO SAY "IT'S RIGHT THERE, CAN'T YOU SEE" AND I TOOK THE FILE OUT AND WENT TO MY ROOM. I SO BADLY WANTED TO SAY BACK "TWO MINUTES AGO YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHER IT WAS, IT COULD HAVE BEEN SO EASY FOR ME IF YOU COULD HAV EBEEN KIND ENOUGH TO POINT IT OUT THE FIRST TIME I ASKED, YOU DIDN;T HAVE TO TALK TO ME". NOW I KNOW WHAT SHE TRYNNA DO. I SO BALDLY WANTED TO CRY AND SCREAM AT HER BUT I HELD IT IN, MIND YOU WHEN I WAS SEARCHING FOR THE FILE SHE WAS SHOUTING "THERE ARE NO PENS HERE, I SURE IF I FOUND OUT WHO STOLE MY PENS, I WILL BREAK THEIR HANDS" LITERALLY NOT JOKINGLY.
AND THERE'S THE SALES DEPARTMENT HEAD, LETS CALL HIM SIM, I WAS WARNED BY PEOPLE LIKE MY SUP AND MARKETING BROTHERS, THE PEOPLE OF SALES D, WERE ROWDY THEY NEVER LISTEN TO YOU. AND I EXPERINECED IT YESTERDAY AND DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY. I WAS SENT THERE BY MY SUP TO GET THE SAID LEDGER AND WHEN I ASKED SIM FOR THEM, HE SHOUTED AND SAID "I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT IS, I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO AND YOU PEOPLE..." I THEN ASKED AGAIN AND SIM OPENED HIS DRAWER AND THREW HIS PAPER AND IT FELL ON THE GROUND AND I PICKED IT UP AND WENT TO MY ROOM. I WAS SO ANGRY BUT I KEP IT ALL IN. BTW I'VA MASTERED THE SMILING FACE, I ALWAYS SMILE AND TALK. AND THE NEXT DAY, I ASKED HIM FOR THE PRODUCT QUANTITY AND HE RUDELY SAID "IF WE RECEIVED THE PRODUCTS IT WOULD BE THERE NO, THEY ARE THERE" AT POINTED TO THE CABINETS. I WAS SO CONFUSED WHAT TO DO, SO ANOTHER GUY CAME AND HELPED ME BUT HE COULDN'T FIND THE ANOTHER PRODUCT AND I AGAIN ASKED SIM BUT HE WAS CONTINUING BEING AN ASS. I HAVE TO DO UP AND DOWN 5 TIMES BECAUSE SIM'S EGO WAS TOO BIG TO ANSWER AT FIRST.
THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO VENT AND VENT CAOUSE I DON'T WANT TO CRY.
AND THERE IS MY SUP. I HAD COLD AND CHILLING FEVER BUT I HAD NOT TOLD ANYONE, BUT MY COLD WAS VISIBLE. MY SUP TOLD ME TO ENTRY SOME PRODUCTS AND AS I WAS DOING IT I FORGOT THE REGOSTERED NAME OF THE PRODUCT, I SEARCHED ONE BY ONE BUT COULDN'T FIND. AND I ASKED HIM, HE TOLD ME TO LOOK AGAIN, I DID AND COULDN'T FIND. I ASKED AND HE TOLD ME I HAD DONE IT BEFORE, MIND YOU THE PRODUCTS NAME ARE SO DIFERENT AND SIMILAR AND TOTALLY REGISTERED IN DIFFERENT NAME. I ASKED AGAIN AFTER HIS CALL ENDED AND HE TOLD ME THAT I KNOW IT, AND I WAS SO TIRED OF IT THAT I SAID "IF I HAD KNOWN I WOULDN'T BE HRE ASKING YOU WOULD I?". AND HE WENT SILENT AND TOLD ME. AND TODAY HE TOLD ME TO CHECK SOME PAPERS IF THE NUMBERS AND QUANTITY MATCH, I DID AND GAVE HIM, HE TOLD ME IF I DID ANOTHER PAPER AND TOTALING ALSO, WHICH I DIDN'T. THAT WAS MY BAD, BUT I HAD TO GO TO BANK AND GET MY CHEQUE AND HE KNEW IT AND I TOLD HIM I WILL DO IT AND I DID BUT THE NUMBERS WERE NOT MATCHING AT ALL. I TOLD HIM AND HE TOLD ME TO LOOK AGAIN. I SAID "CAN I DO IT AFTER I CAME BACK FROM THE BANK AND HE DENIED AND TOLD ME THAT I CAN GO ANYTIM IF ITS JUST THE CHEQUE. AND SAT AND CALLED LILY ASS. WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME AND TOLD HIM I CAN'T GO. THEN I SAT BACK AND DID THE NUMBERS AND AFTER DOING IT FOR THREE WHOLE TIMES, IT WASN'T MATCHING. I GAVE HIM AND HE TRIED DOING IT HIMSELF AND OFC THEY DIDN;T MATCH.
IN CONCLUSION, I HATE EVERYONE IN HERE MAYBE ITS JUST MY ANGER TALKING RN OR MAYBE MY PERIODS ARE NEARING. BUT I FEEL SO FRUSTRATED. AH AND DID I MENTION, THEY DON'T PROVIDE ANY DRINKS HERE, NO TEA OR COFFEE AND PEOPLE EAT SNACKS AMONG THEMSELVES HENCE I'M ALWAYS LEFT OUT AND HUNGRY WHEN I'M RETURNING HOME.

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SERENE Work March 19, 2026 at 4:48 am 0 0