everything going wrong at once

I just got back from my Halloween weekend party, and for the entire time I was taking care of other people, holding hair when they felt sick, letting them cry to me, carrying them upstairs, etc, etc. Ofc I'm happy to do this for the people I care about, but it's just shitty to look back and realize they don't remember a single bit of it and never say a thank you, or extend the same care. In addition, my boyfriend spent the whole time cuddling another girl, which earned me many, MANY confused stares from other people there. And for the cherry on top, the day after I got home, someone side-swiped my car and wrecked the front fender. I know in a few months all of this will pass and I'll feel okay again and won't be thinking about any of it, but for right now I'm so frustrated and exhausted I wish I could just go hide somewhere.

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anonymous Dating November 04, 2025 at 4:55 am 0 0