Care

A lot of the time I'm just ignored by everyone. I have no one who sincerely cares about me or even gives me basic respect. I'm so tired of it, I kind of want to run away, but I do love them. I want to be loved. My mom and older brother in particular constantly show me how much they don't care about me in the slightest. Just today my mom let my brother get away with something and said to my face that if it was me I would've gotten in trouble. In general my mom shows she doesn't love me, sometimes she makes half hearted efforts to deny it but it's so obvious. I love my big brother too but he's just an asshole. He never tries to understand. I just don't get why I'm so difficult to care about. I don't think I'm great but I'm also not a completely awful person. All my 'friends' just forget about me. Like I said everyone just ignores me. Is it that hard to find someone who gives a damn? Idk, I'm frustrated and sad I suppose.

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anonymous Other June 16, 2026 at 10:46 pm 0 0