You have no idea how ashamed I am at my art.

I'm a very good artist, both traditionally and digitally.
As you could imagine, I would get a lot of compliments. But just recently, I started to feel insecure about my art.. My ocs, the lore I made for them, everything.
Don't get me wrong, I still take pride and joy in my art!! But after thinking for a while, I realized how a majority of others' ocs and HECK, even my irl friends ocs could legit solo ALL MY OC LORE I MADE. Not to mention how hard I'm trying to draw better. I'm trying to improve in my art, really, like in writing better characters, better designs, better everything—
but at the end of the day, my ocs and art legit suck (if you look more into it).
I want to learn, I want to improve but I'm genuinely just a lazy bitch.
Man I wanna crash out so badly to my friends or someone I trust (Like my mom), but they wouldn't understand how hard this is for me. I don't know what to do.
I hate how I feel so negatively about my ocs, I hate wanting to hear comments about my art and ocs so, SO badly, I hate treating this like an issue.. Is this really an issue? What if I'm overreacting? I just want someone to talk to but look!! Here I am; in an anonymous ranting website where strangers could read this stupid childish rant about a kid's art. I just want to be good. People tell me I'm already good enough but there's so much I need to learn and I hate it.
oh fuck.
ykw, bye.

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Lennington Other March 08, 2026 at 5:21 pm 0 0