Well we all know what's next

And it's fine. My entire life story is almost nothing but getting serially fucked over by one bitch after another. It's the natural progression of things. Parents, partners, employers, clients, friends, it always looks great in the beginning, and it always ends in tears. And here we are again.

Well I'll tell you what I'm going to do.

First I'm getting divorced. I know I'll lose everything to my wife but I pretty much already have, including the last 11 years of my life. Thank God we're both women so we never had kids. One more advantage to lesbianism: even if you get divorced, you don't have kids to worry about unless you have adopted or used a donor. We were too poor for any of that. I used to be sad about it but now I realize the kids would've been abused emotionally just like I am. It sneaked up on me really slowly this time, but here it is again. Demands and outright lies nonstop, and the goalposts are on wheels so don't think you're ever going to win with her.

Pro tip: no matter how much you love anybody, don't marry anyone who's not independently able to provide for themselves, and no, I don't care if you're rescuing them from their overbearing controlling parent who emotionally blackmails them to keep them from moving out. If someone is still in their childhood bedroom at the age of 24, nobody knows who they are or what they're capable of, including them. Don't commit to that. That's not a developed adult.

After I get divorced I am going to pay off the debt this woman has run me into and buy a house where I actually want to be. A home there is a fraction of the cost of the house which I'm sure I'm losing. If the judge lets me keep anything beyond the clothes on my back at all, I can probably do both immediately. If not, it might take a couple of years. Either way by the time I'm 45 I'll have a better life than I've dared dream of since this marriage went to shit.

After that I'm going to do simple things with the rest of my life. I'm going to conduct business. I'm going to make new friends without letting anyone get too close. I'm going to get a lot of sleep, read a lot of books, and hit the gym good and hard. I'm going to travel and see something of the world beyond the house and the office and the car where I'm writing this shit. I'll probably fall in love again at some point because I'm a dumbass, but I'll just go to a psychiatrist and get some medication to calm me down until I snap out of it. At a certain point you have to get real.

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anonymous Other February 13, 2026 at 2:19 pm 0 0