Tired of my sins

Does it sound stupid to grieve a sin that no longer serves you because you’ve been healed from the temptation of it? I mean this sin has taken up a great portion of my life, and now that I am not tempted by it anymore it’s like I willingly choose to engage now because I haven’t really lived a life without this sin, and I don’t think know how to fr. You could say let go and let God handle it, but I don’t think my brain even grasps that wither. It really just boils down to boredom, curiosity and lack of self discipline at this point. Plus the of lack of a healthy replacement.

I keep abusing grace or taking it for granted, and though a deeper part of me feels guilt and shame for that, the surface level part is like “well what else are you going to do with all this free time, you might as well.” Always attaining to be sinless feels so dreadful, however purposely sinning when you clearly have an option not to is also dreadful.

God have mercy on me on broken heart, and irrational mind

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Amomynous Religion May 19, 2026 at 11:53 pm 0 0