This is only a house, not a home.

I cannot remember a day wherein I woke up to a silent and peaceful house. Almost everyday they have something to be angry about. Every fucking time. I hate that I'm the only one working and trying to meet all these stupid bills that I am not the only one using. I hate that I have to stay in this shit hole and swallow their fucking behavior. I hate that I have to wake up just to be with angry people for the day. Being the eldest, I am so tired. Tired. Exhausted. I hate living here and I want to just live on my own elsewhere. They don't treat me as family, they only want me here since I can provide for them. They are only happy when I give them money, but once I don't haha. They are still capable of working but they just choose not to, all these stupid reasons that I am very tired of hearing. I just want to enjoy my life. I want a peaceful life.

I cannot wait to move out. I hate it here. Or another way out is to just you know, die. :)

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Ate Home May 21, 2026 at 7:22 am 0 0