Sister

Im on 5% but im sick of this shit.
I hate having sisters.
I hate the youngest one more and more everyday.
I dont understand why she paints me in such a negative light and why she's gatekeeping people I grew up with and know better than she does.
God, if you're listening, please take me away from this toxic family with my toxic sisters and parents and grant me family and friends better and more substantial than I ever thought I'd be worthy of. Grant me family and friends who I love for your sake and who love me for your sake too, family and friends that love me mutually. Who don't gatekeep, who make time for me despite their busy days, who take away this empty loneliness i have and help me fill it with love for you.
God, please love me and make me content with all that you've given me.
Im sick of everyone.
Save me from being like this forever.

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anonymous Home November 10, 2026 at 5:22 pm 0 0