Really

About a month ago I met this woman through a game, she was already in the server with other people she had as friends so it was good, we all texted that night, all charming in on the conversations. It was surprisingly fun. That woman wanted to see my dog and I showed her as she added me on discord, she also wanted to see my “chest” I was kinda reckless but wanted to match her energy too so I did send a pic. Days go past and ever night I’d join them, you know, just saying some things to be present. But then I noticed they spoke less to me so I spoke less back, a whole month and I feel hesitant to join, one of her friend was in a game I had no clue and joined like normal and the minute I done that her friend left, I then noticed they would leave and rejoin, that’s what made me stop joining them. But it’s sad, for the first time I felt included what hit me was some dude joined, a new person they didn’t know and on the first day they all added him to their group chat and me knowing them for nearly 3 months now in total never added me into it. Just like when I’d say something funny they would ignore it but if one of them said the same thing I did only then it’s funny? I’m sorry I feel stupid for feeling down about this but I thought they cared as they claimed. I think they hate me.

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dammit Other September 16, 2025 at 7:31 am 0 0