Im trapped

Im trapped. I want to go on holidays abroad with my partner and kids. The problem is we like with my mother who has mental health issues and suicidal tendancies. She doesnt want ti gi abroad and has said numerous times if we go without her she wont be able to cope and would kill herself. She also makes me feel like im wrong for wanting to go places. She wouldnt let me go out with friends after school and weekends when i was younger and she wanted me.to go to uni near home so that i disnt stay at the uni overnight, even when i stayed at my partners house before we moved in together she was messaging me constantly. she always starts crying and making me feel bad. Ive already lost my dad and dont want to loose her too although i hate to admit it i know shes holding me back and it would be better when im without her

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anonymous Home October 19, 2025 at 5:58 pm 0 0