Im so tired of this

Im so fucking sick of having "friends" that dont put in any effort. I reach out, i try to make plans, i nuy when they need me to buy, drive when they need me to drive, work when they need me to work. And yet i constant hear about them hanging out together while excluding me. I never get an invite but i always hear about the things they did. Getting dinner or lunch, drinking together, even just hanging out to talk. I get the surface, to hear about how theyre going to talk to one another about family issues but im not allowed in on any information.
What even is 6+ years of friendship if its all thrown out the window for a friendship less than 2 years old. Weve only been b on moving in together for four years. Theyre only the reason i chose to stay in this fucking awful town instead of getting to be with the family in another state. Four years?!?! Fours years in the planning and ive been patient, because she was in school, and then wasnt financially stable enough, then just didnt want to move out. That was all fine, it was fine. But less than a week of discussion and those two already have a place ready to move in to?! What even is the point of putting in effort to an actual friendship if im the only one.
Im just gonna fucking leave. Once the lease is over im gone and im not gonna say a goddamn thing because who fucking cares at this point

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anonymous Friends October 27, 2025 at 10:48 pm 0 0