im in the dihhh of it everybody knows

theres 4 days left to get a new ESSA i want and i dont have a job so my grandmas getting it naturally
well uh
she keeps telling me she "told me time and time again that id have to work for it" even though this has been something she planned to get ever since she heard me screaming bloody murder while watching the goddamn trailer for him like it was a football game and only yesterday did she decide i'd have to work for it
this is a retarded confession but im gonna go into a frenzy if i dont get it. not even in the spoiled 8 year old not being able to get ice cream way like i think im gonna lose a fragment of my wellbeing

you must understand phighting is my special interest, has been since 7/18/24 and the fact that i remember that is amplifying my point. the plushue is incredibly important to me because i have an attachment to the character like hes always been mt favorite he I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE MAKES ME CRY KMS KMS KMS and my terrible source memories of him only make that worse because yeeeeessshhhh tf was i doin
character manifestation helps a little but sometimes its like hes not really there and so im like ok bro what the hellie subspace take some meds
im losing the plot mb but THE IDEA OF NOT GETTING THIS GOD FORSAKEN PLUSHIE IT IS PUTTING ME THROUGH SO MUCH STRESS.
PLEASE JANIE. BROKER NEEDS A FRIEND SHES SO LONELY

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subspace t. mine Other July 14, 2025 at 11:25 pm 0 0