Im fucking scared

Work has been absolutely consuming my everyday that Ive literally had no time to see that regristration for the next semester is out and I literally only have until January 9th to do so or else I have to pay a late fee. I guess I could skip a semester but I dont want to and speaking of I just realized my degree requires so much fucking biology and chemistry like what the fuck?? I dont want to take any of that but like I have to I just feel my stomach making me sick with the dread and the anxiety. Is this like even what I want to do?? I never thought of doing anything else but god I dunno anymore. I suck at math and numbers so im so terrified that if I try chem or whatever Im gonna fail HARD and lose all passion to do psychology like im just so scared. Im the first in my family to ever go to college so this means A LOT to me and I wanna do college and get a degree and get a big job I just dont feel ready for anything and I dont know what im doing. Im only 22 so I know I have so much time but god it doesnt feel like I do. Its always work and then school and then work and then school and then work upon work upon work like all I do is that shit and I only have A DAY a SINGLE DAY off this upcoming because that day is bloodly Christmas. Im just so stressed and scared like Im barley surviving money wise I dont know what to change to make this easier, I want it to be easier god please make this fucking easier im so tired.

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anonymous School December 21, 2025 at 4:44 am 0 0