IK I'm Wrong

I just woke up and my dad asked me to watch over my brother, dunno why tf I have to watch over him, it's the whole reason he has a mom. Anyway, I can't find my fucking glasses so I'm running around the house and my brother gets scared and follows me, but there's nothing to be fucking scared about so I raise my voice at him and tell him to go back to the living room. He walks to the living room but runs back to his and his moms room and starts crying about how I screamed at him. THEY FUCKING KNOW I'M A HOTHEAD, WHY TF WOULD YOU GIVE ME A KID. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH. EVERY SINGLE DAY FEELS LIKE I'M SUFFOCATING BECAUSE OF HOW HEAVY THE AIR FEELS. EVERY SINGLE THING I DO IS UNDER SCRUTINY. EVERY SINGLE DAY I HAVE TO DEAL WITH SOMETHING.

I know I'm wrong for screaming at my lil bro but I don't like how they act like I should never ever get mad. I'm always with my bro, always taking care of him, talking to him. They just let him watch and play all day, i can see his brain rotting from all the shit roblox, ballerina cappuccina he's been watching.

I'm so frustrated, my step-mom was all buddy-buddy with me just a literal day ago. Now she's mad at every single thing I do.

I wanna run away, still thinking about college though so I'm gonna have to wait 'til I'm out.

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anonymous Home August 27, 2025 at 7:58 pm 0 0