I thought we were all having fun

Several months ago me and a few friends were drinking together. We were all having fun, play flirting and dreaming up different scenarios for our futures.

At some point the playing around stopped and i didnt get the memo. I was still joking, flirting, and messing around, not realizing i was making anyone uncomfortable.
Nothing changed in our friendship for over a week so i assumed all was well, only for our friendship to slowly decay and for me to be avoided.
Ive found out just recently that apparently i made everyone uncomfortable and now i feel horrible. I hadnt intended to make anyone uncomfortable, but i did, and now i dont know what to do with myself. Ive apologized profusely and at least one of them wants to salvage our friendship but i dont know if i can get over how terrible of a person i am. I wish id meet my end already

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anonymous Relationships March 28, 2026 at 6:21 pm 0 0