my mood and drive is always fluctuating. i usually sit around all day doing nothing, wasting my time. i mindlessly scroll on social media because i dont want to think, and when i do, i think about how sad and miserable of a person i am. but sometimes i get these random boost of motivation where i tell myself im going to make the change of improving myself to the best version of me i can be. well, those are always short lived. it's a never-ending cycle and im tired of it. im so tired. i hate going to school and pretending like im fine. i know people, but i dont have many friends. nobody who can see and understand the real me. and it's been like this forever. im stuck in a pit.
anonymousOther February 07, 2026 at 8:20 pm00
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