i just wanna fuck one hot woman

I deserve this. I was raised by abusive women. Didn't have a childhood. Am this fucked up, stunted adult who no one knows has been through all of this and is struggling. People assume I have a girlfriend because I'm descent looking and a nice person. They assume I had a childhood and must have been raised right since I act right. No one understands me.

When I was a young adult there was this girl at the community college who I was gaga over. Never got to talk to her or do anything. She was hot, and looked kinda like trash. I'm trash too. My early life was like the show Shameless, only not in Chicago.

The closest thing until about a year ago that I had to a relationship was the undefined situation I had with this horrible bitch I knew growing up who treated me so horribly, that I still struggle with feelings of worthlessness and like I'm ugly from how she treated me. Alcoholic cunt.

My point being, I deserve to be able to fuck a beautiful, nice woman for once. To have a good relationship. To fucking hold hands and all of that shit. And I don't have any impossible standard. Someone whose not abusive. And, someone who looks like what Ke$ha looked like when she was still hot would be like a dream because that's what that girl I liked in college looked like. Ke$ha at her peak wasn't ever really considered all that, so someone who looks like this woman who is maybe like a high 7 out of 10 is not asking for too much.

So, where is it? Where is it God (who doesn't exist)? Where is it Santa (better than God, still not real tho)? Where is it Glen Quagmire (huh huh, alright).

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anonymous Other March 11, 2026 at 12:15 pm 1 0