I hate life rn

I always feel like I don't have the right to complain about life because everyone else has it so much worse than me. I've done sh and thought about telling my friends but somehow I just can't. Half my friends don't respond to texts or emails and I don't want to bother them or worry them so I end up getting lost in this website and the K-pop community for comfort. I hate how I always feel stupid and useless and I get surprised when someone randomly tells me I'm pretty because I always think I have to try so hard to look decent. I want to wear short sleeves so bad but then you can see all my damage and I don't like that. I've tried to stop but somehow that little pencil sharpener blade ends up in my hand anyway. I hate it so much, and I hate how the minute the little marks fade I want to cut deeper so they stay for longer this time. And above all that, I worry about my friends constantly. it's exhausting and even keeps me up at night sometimes...

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anonymous Other November 12, 2025 at 6:27 pm 0 0