I can never have fucking fun

Got scolded over that I didn’t even fucking hear her when I was having a blast on my game, because I stopped playing my games for a while by knowing for one I have a brother who’s an alcoholic, and he did something, and his children said something, they’re with us and I figured “well no time to play again, time to take responsibility, for my nephew and nieces,” it was no matter, for one the children are safe because of the mom, why else do they come over, my niece says she’s spaz’s at her and calls her names like she was a mistake and hearing a 11 year old say this breaks my heart.
Her sister is a handful, and well she’s autistic… I can admit, that’s a challenge, and the brother, well he’s super mean to the autistic, and I sadly learned how he is at school to girls by picking and picking on them…
My vent is I can’t have any fucking fun, an only child, and trying my hardest ffs, and one small break I got because of their relatives, I’m scolded for not hearing, ffs… Message me like you used to mom! Fuck sakes that’s bullshit

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anonymous Relationships May 30, 2026 at 6:28 am 0 0