I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF MY SISTER

Today is my little sister's 18th birthday party and we had a big thing planned. We are Filipino, so we have a thing called a debut so its a proper decorated event with a dedicated program and everything. We have been planning for a while. However, while my little sister didn't want a debut, I hoped she would be able to endure the THREE, only FUCKING THREE HOURS, of the event where she''s literally the center of the show. I get it, I also did not want a fucking debut either but I sucked it up and found that I ended up having a great time. In the time leading up to it, we are currently in university exam season so I understand that she's stressed and doesn't want to do the party. TODAY is the party and I tried waking her up since 11am to get ready because there's people coming to do her makeup and hair. I KEEP TRYING AND TRYING TO WAKE HER UP - IM GETTING STRESSED BECAUSE I HATE BEING LATE AND THIS IS LITERALLY HER FUCKING EVENT.

I get that she has ADHD and her mind is on a different axis. I've done my fucking damn best to accomodate that for FUCKING YEARS. I had to be the one to get to her to school everyday. To get her to fucking work so that she doesn't lose her fucking job. But IM SO SICK OF IT. and then she got FUCKING MAD AT ME BECAUSE I DIDNT STOP SOMEONE FROM TRYING TO COAX HER OUT OF BED. I GET IT, YOU DONT LIKE BEING TOUCHED BUT ITS 3PM AND THE PARTY IS AT 5PM!!!! I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO WAIT IT OUT SINCE 11AM FUCKING AM!! AND I JUST HAVE TO APOLOGISE!! EVEN THOUGH I HAVE SPENT SO FUCKING LONG GETTING YELLED AT IN THE MORNING BECAUSE YOU HATED WAKING UP EARLY!! I AM SO FUCKING SORRY THAT AS A BIG SISTER I AM TRYING MY BEST TO GET YOU TO SCHOOL AND TO WORK AND NOW YOUR OWN FUCKING PARTY!! I AM SO FUCKING SORRY FOR TRYING TO GIVE YOU AMPLE TIME TO GET READY SO YOU DONT STRESS YOURSELF OUT MORE!! YOU DONT KNOW HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES THAT I COVERED FOR YOU, YOURE SO UNGRATEFUL!!! I HAVE DONE SO MUCH FOR YOU OVER THE YEARS AND FOR WHAT!!

AND DONT THINK YOURE THE ONLY ONE STRESSED!! I HAVENT EVEN BEGUN WRITING MY 3500 WORD ASSIGNMENT!! BECAUSE I WANTED TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY SO WE TRAVELLED ALL THE WAY BACK!! YOURE STRESSED, ME FUCKING TOO!! THIS SHIT IS DUE IN THREE FUCKING DAYS AND I HAVENT DONE A THING!! YOU NEVER EXPRESSED SYMPATHY WHEN IM STRESSED!! AND ALL I DO IS SUPPORT YOU!! WELL I GUESS EVERYTHING I DID NEVER FUCKING MATTERED ANYWAY!! AND EVEN DURING MY OWN DEBUT, IT WAS MY HIGH SCHOOL FINALS!! AND I FUCKING SUCKED IT UP!! BECAUSE SOMETIMES THATS WHAT YOU DO!! FUCK!! I AM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT I WAS CRY SO BAD

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anonymous Other May 31, 2025 at 1:22 am 0 0