Fuck her

I hate her.
I hate her so much right now.
We have kanjakein tomorrow. Our family always celebrates it together and we all get dressed up and shit every year.
And it’s not like we haven’t missed it ever before.
I mean my brother has missed it a few times cuz he was off to college or his job.
Or that when she had school or exam on that day.

But it never bothered me before.

But it’s kanjakein again tomorrow and she isn’t here. My aunt sent her to Delhi with her Bua cuz she was being a bitch and they wanted to isolate her from that asshole. And I hate her.
I hate that she’s not here yet again because of a stupid excuse.

And I hate her right now for being so incredibly selfish. I hate her for not thinking about anyone but herself.
I don’t know Maybe she’s being manipulated or maybe she isn’t. But I hate her for not talking to me.
And I hate her for not reaching out to me when she needed to.

I hate her because I can’t think of her as my best friend anymore because I can’t even fucking trust her. I hate her because I’ve cried to her so many times about how i miss her and she hasn’t said it back even once.
I hate her for saying no to hanging out with me every time she had the chance to go meet him.
I hate her because the one year we had together that could’ve been potentially amazing since I was in my last year of college and she was in her first finally done with her 12th studies, she decided to spend it avoiding me. And barely meeting me.

And I hate myself so much for letting this all happen. Because I saw the signs and o maybe could’ve stopped it. Hell, I even tried to. But I hate her for being so in love that she didn’t even listen to me.

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Whatever Home October 18, 2026 at 5:37 pm 0 0